Finding Renewal Through Surrender

Welcome to the journey of 'Knowing God Through Surrender: The Breaking.' This book was born from a place of deep personal struggle and honest faith, written during a season when everything I relied on fell apart. Here, surrender became my only way forward. My hope is to reach anyone who feels broken, weary, or distant from God, and remind them that even in our darkest moments, surrender can become the doorway to healing, connection, and renewal.

What Surrender Really Means

Feb 4, 2026 10:52 AM

For a long time, I thought surrender meant failure. I thought it meant giving up, losing control, or admitting I wasn’t strong enough. So I fought. I tried harder. I carried everything on my own and it slowly wore me down. What I didn’t realize was that surrender isn’t about weakness. It’s about honesty. Surrender showed up for me when I finally admitted I couldn’t fix everything. When I stopped pretending, I was okay. When I brought my fear, anger, and exhaustion to God exactly as they were. That’s when things began to shift, not all at once, not perfectly but enough to breathe again.

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The Journey Behind These Pages

This book is not about perfect faith. It is a reflection of my own trials and an invitation into yours. Each section creates space to pause, reflect, and be honest with God. It is meant to be written in, revisited, and lived through. At its core, this book is about learning surrender when faith is stretched and discovering that you don’t truly know God until you trust Him when nothing makes sense.